Diwali"

2nd Diwali, I missed my family very much but feeling good that I will meet them soon.  Today again I have to go office but I don’t want..... because there will be less headcount and i will feel bore.


Diwali is big festival of Hindu religions because of its historical reason. On this day, Lord Ram returned home after killing Ravana. Basically this is the fest of light(Deepak). This day, everyone prays to goddess “Laxmi” for her blessings for future life. People adorn their home as like bride and enjoys this day with their family and relatives.

I spent this holy day with pray and some friends..... to wishing them and visited some places nearby.  These are the days, mediums of spreading happiness and peace all over.

So enjoy this fest with your family and be happy.
Happy Diwali :)

Dhiraj Mishra :)

Experience :)

Hmm….it was big day and was mix of feelings, sadness and excitement.
Firstly bad news, my good friends MP and Rajjo are shifting to another office and other state, now it’s tough to meet regularly, and cracking jokes and sharing foods.
That’s fine because life is for move on with collecting memories and spreading love all over.   My aim of life is to meet new people of all over world in my different phases of life and collecting their aspects.

And second one is, about my project lead who is very good person, today he shared his ideas with me and rendered many things about life. I am impressed with him.
Okkk…Today, I also enjoyed lunch with my project team out of office.

Last thing .....I have to gain..gain…gain…much knowledge….:)

Dhiraj Mishra:)

"First day officially"

First day in office ..Started project with search of Error in program (abend )  
It was very boring week for me. Actually I Spent 6-7 hours in library, but I got some good books to read…..after a long wait met some good people , team members and rude(little bit) project manager .I was very avid to meet them.

 I was surprised with my one colleague “Vijay”,for his dedication for code and met our friend also. :)

Spent time with code ,and worked till 10pm. really enjoyed time with team.

Good night.:)

Dhiraj Mishra…:)

Vijyadashmi"

Sorry!!! I’m one night late…

Fest of winning of goodness over evil (Vijyadashmi) is celebrating by peoples all around India. From my behalf …very happy “Dashara” (Vijyadashmi) to all. 

It’s very special fest of Hindus in which they believe that on this day Shri Ram (God) killed Ravana. Ravana is the symbol of malign. Everyone was unhappy by Ravana .for making pleasant society and establishing the truth on earth, Shri Ram killed Ravana. Shri Ram is the part of Shri Vishnu and he took birth on earth for killing Ravana and for spreading faith, love and truth. 

This holy fest forces  us to believe on truth and love. Truth is need of peaceful life.

in Present time, here is no  “Ravana”. If it’s exist then it’s you ……yes, you are “Ravana” and “Ram” both . You can be “Ram” or “Ravana”, as you wish .

We think that ‘”we are very smart and intelligent”. we have no need of anything like this. I’ll mention here, that Ravana was also a great savant but his works were bad so he was killed.

We should take promise on this holy day, to finish our inside evil . but practically no one can finish it all immediately.

Happy Vijyadashmai..:)

Dhiraj Mishra.:) 

"Change...NO"

Change is very truth of life .someone changes due to condition and some changes itself on the basis of others but why????? ….sometimes it may be wrong to change yourself according to situation because here are many who follow wrong path but they don’t leave that path as they know it’s wrong(as terrorism) .  So Question again why?? When you know that it’s wrong then why are you following it?

Second one:                if someone says that behave like me, “why are you doing that?” “Live like me!!”. For that my answer is No!! Who the hell are you saying to me like that? Why would I follow you?? I will decide myself what is good... I have sense to differentiate between “right and wrong” I won’t change myself on the basis of you…..

Never!!!!

Dhiraj Mishra.

"Are you SIDHA???"

I got drilled by these “we were not expecting it from your side, we thought that you are SIDHA (nice guy)” and “Oh my god you are saying this, I can’t believe that you can say such like. I have supposed  ...You are SIDHA”….what the hell …could you tell me what is the definition of nice guy so called SIDHA.  could you enlighten this term “SIDHA”. Many comments like that are scathing me again-again.

 I sure..Some of you, have heard those lines. Yes...these are common punches on your face by others, who don’t know you clearly. Why, a person makes his intuitive view about other….boss take your time.

Let’s come to the topic of SIDHA :)..What is the meaning of that? Come and meet two different guy and then you decide! who is "SIDHA".

First one, who is very passionate to his work, very talented, very creative, rich, good looking, money minded, doesn’t care others for competition and for his promotion and can kick you at any time. He has no respect for others...Only self appraisal. No friends totally alienated and “apne hi raub m” (doesn’t listen to other only “I”).only “I, me and myself”.

Second one, who is not so much talented but has urge for doing something different. He takes involvement in many activities with friends and has respect for individuals, doesn’t use provocative language. He never hurts  any one, he fights for his friend. he never breaks trust. He cracks joke but doesn’t comment and regret, if he did wrong and ready for help, some time he does mischievous things but not to harm someone.

Now you are thinking that why I am explaining all these rubbish things….sorry but reasons are

In our society we measure “SIDHAYI” (quality of SIDHA) with his dressing, college rank and money. Then neighbour will say, “he is very good guy” and yes one extra very important is, if you have no girlfriend then you are superb!!! But why don’t know. Search it yourself!!!

So please change your view. See the beauty of heart not external.

Ok…now just tell me. What kind of SIDHA you are??? :)

Dhiraj Mishra. :)

"देश और देश की हालत"

फिर लुट रहा देश  चहुं  ओर से 

अब है हीं लुटेरे खुद अपने देश के 

अब किसे कहें चल भाग 

निकल खाली कर   तू देश 

खुद अपने ही लगे हैं धन उगाही मे 

और कट रहे गला खून अपनों   का 

क्या यही सोच शीस कटवाए थे वीरों ने 

जिस खादी  को चरखे  पर रख कर 

एक-एक धागा पिरोया गाँधी ने 

वही खादी पहन कर रहे 

देश तार - तार अब 

करें भिन्न -भिन्न घोटाले 

 और थप थापएं अपनी अपनी पीठ 

2G हो या चारा घोटाला 

कोयला से लेकर राष्ट्र मंडल खेल घोटाला 

हर छेत्र में अपने को फैलाया है 

और देश को लूट कर 

देश को सताया है 

क्या सोच लडे थे हमारे वीर ?

क्या यही सोच थी आजाद -भगत -शुभाष की ?

क्या इसीलिए देश आजाद कराया था ?

की अब हम खुद लूटेंगे 

हर दिन लग रहे आरोप प्रत्यारोप 

अक दुसरे की गीरेबन खींच रहे हैं 

हर कोई लगा है अपनी मनमानी मे 

देश चलने वाले  अब 

देश चरा रहे हैं !!!

हर समय मै यही सोचता की 

किस ओर जा रहा देश अपना ??

धीरज मिश्रा :)

" Thinking / Phases"

It’s a little bit tough when you are expressing your feeling in front of others. In this write-up I am going to explain my past two week’s experience. What I felt with in this period, I'm dividing it in three phases.

My first phase is related to Mortality…yes mortality.

One day I was reading Amitabh bachan’s Blog in which he was mentioned his interviews. It was on his upcoming 70th birthday. There, he was asked about death age difference of peoples." AB" putted his views about that “everyone comes with certain task and period. In one’s life it takes much time to complete and some takes less time to complete”.  

I appreciate his view about it and I’m not savant but I look at this topic in different way that there is a certain criteria on God’s scale, who touches this criteria God makes call him and say ....yes you have filled the requirement for meeting to me .i think, it’s like an open competition in which everyone is running for getting that position which we call in Hindu religion is “MOKACH”, it’s a reward of life.

Eternity does not start with death; here we are living in eternity. We strive for this “MOKACH” and its endless joy,it’s my only sacred perception about this topic.

These things were very religious and it would go above one’s head..:)

Ok just leave it here ,now let’s come to second Phase which is something related to politics…..Ohh shit what I told it’s rubbish…………. not a politics, actually it’s a Corruption!!!!!!.

Now I think that country is filled with corrupted peoples. No one is innocent. Everyone is linked to this. Anyway it’s related to DLF-Vadra “No interest deal”. Mr.Arvind who is the leader of "India against corruption"and his team alleged both DLF and Vadra on their business deal. Here I want to mention that Vadra is a businessman, Sonia Gandhi’s son-in-law and Priyanka Gandhi’s husband. He has got(not earned) good respect with in few years by country and Party????….Here I am including question mark because it’s been about 4 to 5 days of allegations but Vadra didn’t clear his view about this and also ordered for nothing to speak to party members. He is just saying that it’s a cheap publicity. 

So It’s not an attitude of respectful person.

I couldn’t understand till now that if he is an innocent then come to the front and clear these entire thing but no….being silent he is darkening the questions. And other parties are taking as an advantageous..:)J No one thinking about country.... and above all prime minister saying that these activities (what is Mr. Arvind is doing ) putting wrong impression outside the country. It means that don’t ask, don’t do. Just see and accept all these things and bear like him..:)

Oh my god!!!! What would be happen of my country …please give “MOKACH” to these politicians.:) at least they will leave it early.

Ok come to the third and last phase of whole writings of tonight …it’s good and short.... Last week I met my friend Kritarth Srivastava after 4 month. He was my roommate during my college days. I spent good time with him and other friends (MP and Rajjo) J . In those time, i again felt like college days.

okkkkk......Now it’s culmination time and head is convincing me to “shutdown the system and go to bed”…

So good night. byee ..:)

Dhiraj Mishra.:)

"Random Sweet Fight"

Not an intuitive feeling it’s all about deep heart voice which came back again with sad smile.

Why it’s happened to me again

What i did wrong?

These questions always ask my heart to my mind

But no answer!!!

Searched it again and again but silence...... every where!!!!!

Ok, now don’t think about her (mind decided)

But what about eyes????

Once again it gave signal to mind and heart

Mind in looming memories.

Body static

Heart dynamic beats >72

She smiled but not like that

When i met first time

She replied of my greet but not like past days

“It’s all because of this heart”, mind encountered on heart

“What i did”,asked heart

“i did what you thought and what eyes saw then why i am”,heart added

“Don’t reply me like that”,mind roared on heart

“Why are you so desperate for looking her”, asked to eyes

“When you know, there is nothing for you”, added mind in his speech to eyes

Now heart is crying and said,”i didn’t do anything, it’s my nature why are you scolding me” “eyes looked her and you thought about her”, heart added his words.

“Hey eyes, you are the reason of all this”, heart and mind cried with same level.

“No-No-No I’m not guilty, I looked everyone and both of you chose one so what is my mistake to look someone”, eyes answered with witty smile.

Heart and mind looking each other and spoke that yes!!! Eyes are not guilty then who is the responsible for today.

“We all have done mistake”, combinedly eyes, heart and mind murmured on each other faces.

Eyes looked on her, mind thought so much and heart had beaten for her

Now all we are sad because of these combined efforts.

Sorry!! LEveryone told to each other.

But why…:::( we didn’t do anything wrong we responded because of her smile(suddenly clicked to everyone)

Yes..yes.. so her sweet Smile is guilty , her face ,her cuteness ……

Again mind in memories, face in front of eyes and heartbeat >72…:)

Dhiraj Mishra…:)